Confessions #3

I’m back!!! And I’ve got some more tuhday! I love music. If you know me then you know that music is a huge part of my life. I love the sounds, the beats. And this is my HOT moment.

Because of my love for sounds and beats I listen to all sorts of music. I fall in love with how a song sounds way before I actually listen to the lyrics. Some of my favorite songs have some wild lyrics and it makes me wonder if I’m truly saved. I have Christian songs I bump to as well and they just take me higher.

Music is like a drug for me and i can’t help but keep going for more. I try to not listen to some of the most explicit songs and I think I’m doing pretty good. There was a time that I couldn’t filter my music but now I can and I call that progress. I still love rap music tho and R&B. So, once again am I really saved?

Is there something wrong with me because I have all these issues as a Christian? Years ago, I’d say yes but now I see that I’m not a perfect person but a progressing person. On that note, check out Tasha Cobbs, Kierra Sheard and Jekalyn Carr ❤️

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  1. Bridgette's avatar Bridgette says:

    Not perfect but progressing!! i’m here for all of these confessions! One of the things that helps me is remembering that every song is driven by some inspiration, a spirit. So the singer, the song, all of that. But I still have that one question. what about these sweet love songs? 😭But of course we’re progressing! Thank you for starting these conversations.

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    1. Baawa Unfiltered's avatar iam_baawa says:

      I mean, right?! All these love songs that are on my phone 😩 thank you for reading

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  2. iwomandoz's avatar iwomandoz says:

    I think gospel is in my blog. My conscience pricks me when I try to deviate. I have absolutely deviated several times. Unlike you, I listened and knew how sensual the lyrics were but still noorrr we dey there. I’m doing the best I can go stick through in this faith journey and like you said, that is progress.

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    1. Baawa Unfiltered's avatar iam_baawa says:

      Exactly! The goal isn’t perfection but progression and transformation. We can’t be perfect in this earthly body we have but we can grow and transform into the people of God’s dreams. Thank you for reading 😊

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