Welcome to this new month my awesome readers. I know I have been missing in action lately but guess what your girl is trying to write a book! So please forgive me but nonetheless I will do better to share my thoughts about random things with you. Now, let’s get to it.

If you aren’t aware already I am a Christian. I grew up in the church. I went to church every Sunday and listened to the pastor preach about so many things I found really hard to grasp till recently. I have always known that I was loved deeply by God but for years it never sank in for me. I had my doubts because despite being raised to be an honorable Christian I strayed for a little bit and made a whole lot of bad choices and the guilt made me feel removed from the love of God. I knew in my subconscious mind that He did but I couldn’t really hold onto it and so God and I had some trust issues. Because of what I thought I’d done I didn’t think He would still be interested in me. But guess what? I have never been so wrong in my life than that time I thought God didn’t love me and that I had to do life myself. I was chronically anxious about everything and now that I have finally surrendered every part of me to God, I am so calm and relaxed it feels foreign. I took a chill pill when the Holy Spirit helped me grasp who I was in Christ and how worthy I truly am. I go through every day really relaxed and calm. I am not saying I don’t have problems because I actually do have those (a lot of them if I’m being honest) but what I am trying to say is I am actually happy like really happy and comfortable with who I am and where I am in this moment. I’m not trying to be like anybody just the best version of myself every day. It’s not always easy but that knowing that I am loved by God and that my entire life is in His hands and no matter what may come my way, He’s got me covered is a really great feeling that has made my life so much better.

So, I just want to let you all know about my testimony so that if you want to experience the peace I have been blessed with, you would take that bold step of inviting Jesus Christ to be your Lord and savior and trust me you would never regret it. Your life will never be the same.

Have a great day and a great month.

Much love xx