I’ve thought about whether to keep up with the tradition or not and since I’m here I guess I chose to keep it up. I entered my 30s with so much hope and enthusiasm and nothing could’ve prepared me for anything I experienced so far. I got a very big girl job that I’m grateful to God for. I finally left a toxic workplace environment and I will never stop praising God. In this year, I finally started therapy. If you’ve been here from the start, you know how much I’ve spoken about going. I finally did and it’s nothing like the movies. I’m finally unpacking things in my life and figuring myself out. Healing is messy. I’ve had so many crash outs this past year and each one has been valid. Someone asked which is worse, finding out or realizing? I choose both because when you find out, you begin to realize and that’s when everything goes downhill. So, I experienced something interesting and since I put a gag order on myself regarding it so I can move on from it, I’m not going into details. But all I have to say is that always keep your guard up. The most unassuming people are the most dangerous.

Anyway, I started another business and I am loving the journey so far. It’s called Sab’s Shea. It’s organic shea butter. Very wonder product.

I lost a lot this past year but I gained some too. I don’t know where the pain and everything will lead but one thing’s for sure and that’s I still have God on my side. Honestly, that’s all I need. In God’s hands I’m safe.

Happy birthday in advance to me!!!!! 31derful here I come☺️

Gotta run. Hallelujah Challenge is live!

Let’s me go praise God because He knows how much I’ve struggled to be here alive. Ciao.