My dearest love,
Fifty years from now, I want to look into your eyes and still feel the butterflies. I want to still look at you like I’m seeing you for the first time. I want my eyes to always shine with my love for you. I want to keep cheesing like a school girl when you cross my mind. I want our love to last. As much as I choose you, I hope you choose me too. This person that I am loves you without conditions and reasons. I can’t pick one reason for loving you. I love you just because and that’s a good enough reason for me. A love without conditions means no matter what, this heart will continue beating for you. These tips will always affirm what the heart and mind know. The kind of love I show you is extraordinary because I’m extraordinary. You wonder how I love the way I do and it’s because I’ve been loved the way I do. I take my cues from God and I pray someday when you’re all healed up and have allowed yourself to accept God’s love and my love that you come to love just as hard as we do. I hope it won’t be too late when you realize that you are blessed with a gift that many pray for. And that is a heart that loves you regardless and despite. Because despite everything, this heart still beats for you and many will say it’s dumb and I’m being stupid and right now they won’t be wrong because you’ve done me the greatest wrong. I’ve tried to lie to myself so I can move on and it’s worked for a while but God doesn’t heal who you pretend to be. So, I’ll shout out that I still love you and dream of forever with you even though I shouldn’t. I’ll speak my truth and pray the Lord helps me move forward and heal my broken heart. But yes, I still wish you’d come back home.
And if you never do, I know my God would lead me to better love. A love that lasts.
It’s not goodbye but a see you later, hopefully.

Hopelessly In Love,

Your Habibti