My dear Rapha,

This letter had a completely different theme but I’m going to switch it up. I’ll send you another one with the original intent.

So, it’s Saturday morning and I’m scrolling down my Twitter timeline and I see a tweet. See below.

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So, as I read through, it got me thinking about the fact that me writing these letters is me finally moving on from the last relationship that ended in ways that shook my confidence and nearly ruined my image.

These letters show me dreaming again. Slowly believing I can love and be loved again. I will be a little bit sceptical when we finally meet but a quote I have been living by since 2018 says “Stay afraid but do it anyway!” So, on that note, I’m still going to jump in with you even if my hearts beating like crazy out fear of failure.

Here’s what I’ve come to know: if I don’t try, I’ll never know if I’ll fail or succeed. If I fail, I learn something new and if I win, it’s what I wanted.

Today’s letter is a little bit intense, right? We’ll be back to regular programming soon. Can’t be serious for too long.

Wherever you are, I pray you move on too. It’s time you stopped mourning and embraced the new.

Love you R.

Lots of love,

B