Have you ever felt useless? Questioning why you’re here? I have and it’s the most disturbing feeling ever.

I’m writing this sitting in my feelings right now. I feel like I’m not doing enough. And neither am I moving forward.

I’m not myself actually. I’m so disturbed and little bit unstable. I’m thinking about the wildest things that I would definitely not be proud of later on.

I needed to get this out even though it’s vague.

I was wondering if my life would’ve been any better if I had a twin. God is enough but I really need that one friend I can touch and hold when we talk about things like this.

Anyway, bye ✌🏿 until next time.

I hope to bring a better confession and not this raggedy one.