I don’t know what this is supposed to be. But I felt I had to write it. It is most definitely my late night ramblings. May probably make no sense.

Love, the one thing I seek

But yet constantly eludes me

To be loved dearly and truly

Is something that I consistently seek

I’m in a position I never envisioned

Everyone is finding love but me

I have to start all over again

Yet they all keep moving onto new and bigger things

Sometimes, I let the green-eyed monster take over

I’d like to believe that there’s someone perfect for me just like my favourite songs say

But reality snatches the hope away

In seeking love, I found a love that I know I’d never lose

The love of God

That love assures me that if no man ever wants me or loves me

I’ll be alright because His love is far better anyway

I have His love and I’m okay with it

But on days like this

When love between couples surround me and flood my timeline

I wish I had a beloved too

Each day, I struggle

Am I even worthy of the love I seek

Am I even good enough for the man I pray for

The voices of doubt try to drown me

But His voice filled with power pulls me out

He tells me I am loved

He says I am worthy

He calls me good enough

I ask Him why

He tells me because He says so

Everything He does is good

Because He made me, I am worthy

I deserve all the good I pray for

He assures me that in due time, the love I seek will find me

In the meantime, I should bask in His relentless love for me